not that every page is filled, but regardless this 283 + 138 pages of self typed notes are making me breathless omfg 

10 hours ago
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Luma Grothe by Billy Kidd for Barneys S/S 2014


Luma Grothe by Billy Kidd for Barneys S/S 2014

1 day ago
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We’re very quiet.
It’s peaceful sitting here, not speaking.

It’s this stillness we both love.

it’s gonna be some 100happydays


concluded that instagram was taking up way too much of my life just getting curious and sometimes envious over what others (mostly strangers, actually) are doing and EATING and so I’ve decided to delete the app entirely from my phone - because I can (!!)

breaks will mean cooking, running, news reading and practicing my p

^part of my plans in attempt to fix my bullshit!!

3 days ago
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today made me realise that people>everything else

as much as at the end of the day I feel terrible for not completing enough, I’ am only feeling terrible because I didn’t finish what I set out to do, but never because I had (or “wanted” would be a better word for this) to spend time with/on you (guys). 

you are loved, you are loved (-: 

[also it’s almost less than 100 days and I see everyone around fighting v hard in our own ways - in essence it’s a battle w ourselves so 朋友们不要放弃]

5 days ago
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I am trying to see things in perspective.
My dog wants a bite of my peanut butter
chocolate chip bagel. I know she cannot
have this, because chocolate makes dogs
very sick. My dog does not understand this.
She pouts and wraps herself around my leg
like a scarf and purrs and tries to convince me
to give her just a tiny bit. When I do not give in,
she eventually gives up and lays in the corner,
under the piano, drooping and sad. I hope the
universe has my best interest in mind like I have
my dogs. When I want something with my whole
being, and the universe withholds it from me,
I hope the universe thinks to herself: "Silly girl.
She thinks this is what she wants, but she
does not understand how it will hurt.

THEORIES ABOUT THE UNIVERSE by Blythe Baird (via blythebrooklyn)


11 hours ago
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I like it when it rains hard. It sounds like white noise everywhere, which is like silence but not empty.

Mark Haddon, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time  (via emiliaclarke)

mmhm like this morning

(via thirtycans)

(Source: iwanttocatchastar, via tan-jj)

2 days ago
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don’t know what came over me today - could only crawl out of bed at 12noon when on usual fridays my classes would have just ended

no excuse. everyone’s going to school why are you so easily exhausted )-: (okay at least I did substantial amount of h3 today?)

12.12am two more essays to write before I sleep and prepare myself for some four hour class followed by practice on an early saturday morning - so intense and the f word keeps running through my head

end of july your BT2s are so bad get your shit together girl

4 days ago
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I just hope that one day—preferably when we’re both blind drunk—we can talk about it.